Its friday again!! Thinking back, it seems like Monday was just yesterday.

My schedule for this week is like super pack! Well, good and bad in a way.

At lease I get to engage in many activities after work, meet more people, have fun! But the bad thing is I seemed to be neglecting Kenny and he is like unhappy about it.

I was thinking of delicating a part of this post to my forever-there-for-me friend, Boon! Since he is going in army tomorrow and tho he still does not feel like its tomorrow. Just accompanied him to buy his army phone(so last minute) and had a fabulous dinner at Bedok 85! Can't get enough for the food there!

I used to regret so much why I chose TP instead of SP. Why God make me enter into Internet & Multimedia Dev(TP) instead of Multimedia Tech(SP). Many regrets in life, but still if I am to choose again, I will go to TP. Boon and I knew how much we hated our course (i tink same goes to our coursemates), still, we love the friends we known from there!

I still remember once that all of us went over to play pool when we hardly even know each other during our first month of poly. I did not pay much attention to him, but jus knew that he was very quiet and not too bad at pool. MSN do make relations better. We hardly talk in school but MSN quite often as new friends. Let me tell you, he can be super hyper in MSN but damn quiet in real life. I do know many people who are like this as well. Normally, the side of them online is more of their actual character. During the worst time of my life, he is there and always there. There's jus too much gratitude to express how much he had helped me.

Some might think that why do i have a guy friend as my best friend, arent you afraid that he might become your boyfriend one day?

For us, we think it is important to draw the line very very clear even tho we had become very close. So that is why, our gf/bf are not jealous at all!

I couldn't imagine how disastrous things can become if I don't have him for the past few years. Things will turn out so differently.

A month's ago, I was planning to buy him something since he is going in soon, but i thought that everything is provided inside and basically, he needed NOTHING. He too asked me not to spend money.

Instead, he treated me dinner on thurs + todays too! Thanks so much!!

God had worked many miracles for me in life, gradually. At first I did not notice.. and I tot my life was shyt in the past 2 years.. But now i realised that it was a process. When I met with the most difficult time of my life(so far), I asked God why everything turned out like this for me. I asked God to remove me from all these. I asked God to give me happiness. I just want to be happy. But nothing seems to work..

At that time..

Many worries and problems were surfacing. I couldn't handle them and often burst in tears or broke down. I must say the past 2 years is hell for me. Phew finally got over it. AND I WANTED A CHANGE OF LUCK AND LIFE!

Things got SOOOO MUCH better this year..

God had given me so much that I felt so great & worry-free! Happiness is such a valuable thing.

1) Family

Things got better in my family and Kenny's side showered me with so much love!

2) Boyfriend

Always try to provide the best for me within his ability and we are planning to get engaged end of the year. So looking forward to the day he propose to me HEE!

3) Career

Out of so many applicants, I must say I am the luckiest person on Earth to be able to work in Nuffnang. What I value most in my job is that I enjoy what I am doing, so that I will be commited, treating it like my own. I do treasure this opportunity!

4) Lastly, friendship frm my girlfriends, the bunch of poly friends who always call me a half-male, super helpful/fun colleagues and BOON :)

IT IS ALL GODSENT! AND I FEEL SO LOVED AND BLESSEDDDD!!!!