BEFORE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO, I HAVE A FEW THINGS TO MAKE CLEAR...

1) I know nuts about guitar and I cant even strike a single note.
(I am just ACTING with Jeremy playing behind) If not it is like so plain to just sing like this..

2) Don't laugh at my pimplyful face T.T

3) Don't laugh at my awful singing!! :(

I am doing this for Kenny because its HIS BIRTHDAY! Tho I celebrated his advance bday, but I couldn't be there for his actual day. So, I guess this is the what I can do for him "cyberly"..





I hope you will receive the best bday pressie today! The results of your interview..

* Awaiting good news!*

UPDATE: How can I leave out those who helped me with the beautiful music piece.

Big hugs & thanks to..
1)WENNY, for the "egg-shake"(you can hear it @ the background).
2)JEREMY, for the guitars & superb background music.
3)GINNIE, our director for the day!
4)VALIE, for the kindly sponsored camera(so clear that my pimple is so visible) :)

11:06am; raine

We always knew in our hearts that we had this unfinished affinity to settle. How our 1 month puppy love went off abruptly during Secondary school. So silly :)

That sweet one month with no quarrels, 186 bus rides, Michael learns to rock's 'That's why(you go away)', our first kiss, most memorable and everlasting paper hearts, morning meetups @ Tea Garden, our touch-nose rule.

I can still remember how you kissed on my unsightly long scar saying that you do not mind.

I often think back on how we had come so far. Can't stop but smiling foolishly by myself to think that you are actually the one to spend the rest of my lives with. Afraid to think that you might be the one to leave this world before me when we are old.

After 8 years, our love story continued from where it stopped. Commiting a 'Yes' to the relationship, comes with a price of waiting, uncertainty. I thought that I am strong enough to persevere through the years, I thought that I can wait as long as I have faith and love. But things are so different from how I imagined. As the days, months, years past.. feelings and love for him grew stronger, and now I want him so badly by my side. I can wait no more. But law & boundaries have their way of doing things that sometimes maybe only prayers could help.

Can someone understand how I feel? We tried so many ways to be together. If only I am not bounded by tuition grant, I think I am already in Msia right now. Then again, the people I have met, the job I have now will be completely different. But in anyways, I always thought that Singapore will be of a better future for us. His and my family being here, also to compare currencies.

Fate made us play hide-and-seek with each otherfor the past and it is still on-going now. Having to travel to and fro Malaysia every weekend is definately tiring and I admit that I do complain and always bring up the old stuffs, like - why you gave up your PR status. Then, there we go again.

When we decided to be together again, we knew these would happen, just never thought that it will be this tough. My emotions are over-whelming now. Cos' I've just got back from KL again. Good-byes are never ending.. Sigh..

This week is exceptionally important to me. It may be a week of anxiety, hope, disappointment, or even, pockeful of happiness! Whether or not he gets the job, it definitely is a deciding factor which contributes to how our future plans will be like.


P/S: Kenny's Bday tomorroww!!

4:03am; raine

Today's question is: To what extend will you go in order to become famous?

I've been filled with anger and can't take this recent matter lying down. I've seen the ugliest side of someone of an angel-like face and of good educational background. Someone, who was once a role model to many.

But sadly to say, I do not know her well. I wished to know her and hopefully to be given a chance to know her better when she was introduced cyberly by my friends.

I believed that her fame probably rose recently and congrats to her because that would mean that her plan (probably strategise for quite some time) suceeded! Oh, I forget to emphasize - "evil" plan. An attempt to tarnish one's reputation so as to gain fame for herself!

To the extend of uttering rubbish, of which NONE were factual. I must stress that what she mentioned to the public was the exact opposite of what she was given. For example,

Daddy: Nah girl, this 100bucks is your allowance for this month
Girl: Thanks Dad, you are the best Dad on earth.
Girl tells friends: My dad is the worst, gave me 10 bucks to survive for this month.

Friends: FUCKED UP DAD!

Okay, that might be a real bad example. But heck, what I am trying to say is that, when one says about scandalous & negative things, people usually believe & listen! I'm trying to take the above example in comparison of what she did. We gave her that much, but claims that it is an insignificant amount or maybe none.

But what is the use of defending? It will probably backfire.

IF I am able to say out loud to the world, the statistics and hard-rock solid proof will make her unable to breathe, not to mention utter a single word of defense. We know what you are trying to do, you can fool everyone but not us.

Now that she realises her popularity probably dropped a lil, a delibrate action was attempted, to raise the controversy once again.

Boring. Please be indulged in your own self deluded lies.


2:33am; raine

Yes we are going and are not just saying! Booked the tickets, checked the hotel already! Valie is going with us too (YAYx3)!

Hoho, I'm feeling sooo excited. This is the 2nd time that I'm going overseas with my friends. Malaysia not considered as one. I went to Vietnam with CBB the other time together with Campus mates. Felt sick during the journey and was not used to the food there.

Also the 3rd time I'm going to Thailand! Used to visit when I was very young and another time I travelled to Thailand by CAR. Yeah, I am serious.





I wonder what time will Kenny reach Singapore. Am still waiting..

3:09am; raine

This post is supposed to be up hours ago.

Just when I am about to CTRL + S in PS, my house went black out. As in a section of my block =( Now its up and running, so I shall continue typing and stop ranting (which I had been doing to Kenny just now )..

Wen and I finally satisfied our sushi craving which we had for the past few days after HSM3 movie screening today. Another good thing is that we are already planning for our BKK trip with valie! (yes, i know Bangkok is currently political unstable and there might be war?) I don't know. God will bless us. *prays*

Ming was overseas for bizness this week, thus no sports day on Friday. (we could go ourselves, but we lazy :X). But we have plans to end the week! That's to..

BAKE!!!

Am not the cooking type, and I gotta admit I only knew how to make spaghetti. So hopefully with Wen around, I will become a much wifey figure to Kenny. LOL!

The aim for the baking session:

1) To bake a sucessful pie for Cherie to give her bf ai xin fruit tarts!
2) To master baking myself so that Kenny can feel more loved :X
3) Wen to teach us how to bake fruit tarts and also spend her time in a more fruitful way(she gets bored easily :X)

You can see the amount of <3 <3 Cherie is puting in for her bf..



Wenny cooking noodles for us while we are preparing the stuff!~


We have strawberry, kiwi & peach for our tarts!


Putting them in the oven!! *Excited*



Glenn figuring out how to operate my microwave/oven. I didn't know either!!




Can someone educate me on the differences between convectional bake and 2nd convectional bake? At our first attempt, we tried convectional and it turns out that the crust POP UP instead of remaining FLAT! =(

Nevermind! We still have the 2nd & 3rd batch and used the latter baking method. YES YES, that is the correct one!! No popping out, lying flat whr it is! Us being super excited, tried out the custard that we prepared on the crust. Why watery watery one =(

Oh nos. In order to pass them, we used cream instead (play cheat!). Then we placed the fruits on them! It looks soooooooooooo nice!! Not only do they look nice, they taste super yummmmy as well! REALLY!!!





老公仔, I will continue to learn how to cook and hoping to master as many dishes as I can so that I can always fill your stomach with lotsa yummy food and love! Lets start with something simple and soon enough you will be indulged in my cooking!! =) HEHE!

Will bake this again myself so that I can bring over to Malaysia for you!! I'm missing you badly, so badly. Today aft hsm3, I'm wanting you more! They hugged, dance and sing with each other, I hope we can do those soon! Love you.



So after baking, evil wenny tempt me with...


See, they so good, help me clean my mahjong tiles LOLOL!

You know what, I've been playing mahjong for continously three days!!!
Lastly, thanks Wenny & Cherie for the enjoyable time!!!!

1:28am; raine

ARE YOU COMING??? - See you on Sunday!

The response for HSM3 is super overwhelming.
As tix are limited, I'm sorry for those Nuffnangers who are not selected!

Promise to bring more splendid movies to you okay?

Vlog Contest
Since the deadline is extended, we shall participate in it too! (for fun) HEHE!

Cheers!

(P/s: Going for a baking session later!!)

1:17pm; raine

Got a clue already?!

Our halloween costume designed by Ginnie(Val's mum)!

The Powerpuff Girls with extreme zhng-ing!
How extreme? Will do a blog post on the making process of the costume!
The raw materials, the sewing & fun!
That will be another day over at Wen's place again. Tee-hee!

We going to be cute sexeh powerpuff girls!

Instead of straight long dress, we are going to make a duper sexeh short tube dress!
HAND-MADE by ourselves!! Many D-I-Ys!

We have got the best tailor you can find! The most hype & cool mother in the universe!

Remember Nuffnang Pyjamas Party?
Ginnie made this for Valerie and she won herself an Ipod Touch! Hehe!



DUPER IMPRESSIVE HOR!

My very very first costume party! It's gonna be so cool!
I've seen pictures, heard raves about how fun Malaysia's party can be! (Robb, better be ah? :P)

So so so happy to be in KL again soon! So so so so so estatic to be able to see Kenny again too!

Speaking of him, will be asking/forcing (he has got no choice) him to be the professor (powerpuff girl's daddy)! HA!

(Stop thinking to be handsome and cool like hanging wings at your back!)

Shall leave all the excitment for the day we start picking up needles!


Busy busy week! To relieve stress? Play some mahjong.